...

the wall builds up between us.
there's not much i can find to hold on too
just the memories of fun and joy we had.
but it has all faded away...broken into pieces.
its beyond redemption.
what i wish now is to be able to forget u and live life again.
its not an easy task but u taught me all these.
u were not there when i needed you so dont expect me to be there when u need me to.
because it takes two hands to clap
and the repeated cuts on my wound will never heal again.
you never knew me, u never did and you never will.
the heart once ever so kind and sociable has hardened
i warned you it will, but u always take things lightly.
promises were never kept but i still tried to trust u again and again
now i realise im wasting my time
because you were never there.... you will never be.
i just wanna be me for once.