Im better off on my own

my results

done badly.... dont ask and remind me if u can... sorry lee ping... i just dont like it wen im feeling so down and u keep asking how i did.. it was just badly done k?

I donno what went wrong.. i really dont.. well i know i deserve it for chem but whyy A math???? whyyyyyy?????

Haven get back my eng results yet. and chinese o lvls is like a week away....save me anyone!!! pls...

Just So You Know

results

its tomorrow .....!!!!! hahz so far i know on the whole, my class did badly for chem: 'did u girls study?' ... E math paper 2 : teachers still having trouble marking cos our workings are all over the place. SS ( for me only) : my mind went blank during the exam. Physics: ' 3 ppl passed section A'. Bio: it was so difficult i was practically guessing thru the whole paper.

so far i know:
phy mcq 17/20 (hehe top)
E math paper 1 72.5%

i'll know the rest tomorrow =D hopefully i can have a gd weekend hahaz.

...

the wall builds up between us.
there's not much i can find to hold on too
just the memories of fun and joy we had.
but it has all faded away...broken into pieces.
its beyond redemption.
what i wish now is to be able to forget u and live life again.
its not an easy task but u taught me all these.
u were not there when i needed you so dont expect me to be there when u need me to.
because it takes two hands to clap
and the repeated cuts on my wound will never heal again.
you never knew me, u never did and you never will.
the heart once ever so kind and sociable has hardened
i warned you it will, but u always take things lightly.
promises were never kept but i still tried to trust u again and again
now i realise im wasting my time
because you were never there.... you will never be.
i just wanna be me for once.

none

it all ends today.
exams are over.
lost a very important fren too.
painful but i guess its gd for both of us.
dont wanna commit myself to any close frens anymore.
i dont have the energy to do that.
neither will i try any harder, becos the harder i try the worst it gets.
casual chats are better than deep sharing.
becos we will take things lightheartedly and no one will be hurt in the process.

whom should i share my thoughts with now?
whom should i go to in times of need?
whom should i share my joy and sorrow wif?
Who will be there?

-none-
at least not anymore.
thanks for reminding me this.

the light

the light is fading,
darkness fills the empty space.
alone you stand in fear,
wishing someone will walk you through.
But the more u hope
the greater the disappointment.