the battle

feel stressed... exams are like soooo near.. im not prepared and i dont wish to take the battle alone. But life still goes on... no one's gonna wait for those who arnt prepared... they just have to face the battle and attempt to fight their way through. But what do you get at the end of the battle? you either get 1) well done girl... u can do better 2) wats wrong? u didnt study? why didnt u study? seeeeee...... play too much la! tts why....

whatever it is... i am gonna face the battle tomorrow. And i guess i'll be alright... maybe...

...you...

it was you who made me like this, and its you who filled 50% of my time... yet its you again who made the other half of my time horrible... and now.. i just wish u would banish from my world..and never step into my life ever again...

thoughts

My grandfather is gonna have a bypass op tomorrow. My dad left yesterday for the states. The house feels empty. I hope my grandfather will be able to put his 100% trust in the lord and not worry about the operation. well, im still in the midst of learning to trust the lord fully.

Fought with x...didnt expected it to happen but yea it did..oh wells... it was partially my fault. but i really felt happy when i decided not to be x's friend anymore... its like finally taking off the mask i wore for years.